Your truth, your lies they all still hurt just the same.....

The truth you tell me hurts more than your lies

Once I learned it, I started to cry

Every time I thought of you

I remembered what I thought was true...

I try to cover it as I mend my heart

It's no use I'm broken apart

Into a million pieces I've been shattered

Not that you cared not that it mattered...

The truth hurts more than I thought

Reality showing what I forgot

My smile returns all so fake

There's nothing else for you to take....

You took my heart when I learned the lie

Inside I'm dying as I try

To mend myself as best as I can

Hoping that this won't happen again....

I'll try to leave this behind

As I start to find

Myself looking at you during the day

And try to find something to say......

That won't bring back this painful memory

what won't remind me what couldn't be

As I start to learn it's still true
I still find myself loving you......

... new friend, new smiles......

On a warm summer night, lying sleepless in the dark,

To put down in words, how broken was my heart…

I’ve strummed a silent tune, through the bad fog of emptiness,

I thought about you, through a fading song of loneliness….

When the waves washed my sadness, away to the ocean,

When the sun dried my tears and stole my sad emotions…

When happiness is that’s left, I saw through my door,

You walked in to my world -I couldn’t ask for more….

You walked in to my life, in an unexpected way,

I thank you a lot more times and all these words l’d say…

To see your smile, I’ll turn this world around,

The whole world in an instant, I would indeed fight down….

You are a gift sent from heaven, to bring back my long lost smiles,

You are an angel, with a heart of gold so hard for me to ever find...

You are a candle in the dark, with a flame that shines so bright,

When my days get cold and weary, you filled it with a shimmering light

You are a raindrop in a drought, bringing life back in to my world,

When I need some inspiration, you gave someone for me to turn...

You are a wave in the endless ocean, brings back hope to the shores of my life,

Fill my world with so much laughter, and happiness I've never strived…

You are a diamond so rare to find, for your beauty runs through to your soul,

So precious, I'm glad I met you, for I was beyond control…

You showed me a world, I’ve never seen through my broken heart,

For I hope you will be my friend for my life, and never to fall apart…..

I thank you for being just so kind, caring and wonderful,

My black and white world have suddenly turned so colorful…

Since the day one of your presence, I smiled all day and night,

Im happy as I can ever be, you are such a delight!...

... Unfinished Fairy tale.....

Through the lonely shadows of darkness

Seeped in a ray of brightly shimmering light

Like a moth drawn in to a brightest light

She turned to him, fallen for him, fallen so hard…..

Buoyed by hope, she reached his hand

Drowned in him, his loving tenderness

The warmth in his heart, the kindness in his words

Melted her like a lemon drop

Wanting to love him, yearning to be in his embrace through eternity

She prayed

Prayed God, “Please let me love this man”….

She begged

Begged for one more chance at love….

When he held her close, laid his lips gently upon her face,

Her broken, forlorn heart, pounding fiercely

Feelings, Insatiable…

Wanting to love him, she buried herself in his arms,

Through the burning fire of desire….

Minutes turned to hours,

And the hours drown closer to the midnight…

Time to bid farewell to this glimpse of a fairytale….

They held their hands, through tears she snuggled so close to him...

Their heartbeats echo like thunder, through the loudest silence…

“No, no, no, no…. It can’t be now…. Let it be tomorrow”…

Time has turned against them, they wonder….

Nothing seems fair for two, who dreams,

Who have fallen in love through all odds in time…

They kissed for the longest time for one last time,

Uncertain of what tomorrow brings…

Through the hurt, through tears, the gazed at eachother’s eyes

No good byes were said, just silence….

Concluding one chapter, of this unfinished fairy tale…..

... You are my only life ....

You are my dream in my garden of love,

You give me all the reasons to live another day,

Just like a flower sings in the summer,

Just like the morning dew drops give their blessings,

Please don’t leave me, my darling…

Let our love always shimmer beyond the stars…

Where are those angels fly beyond the endless blue skies?

In the evenings of missing you in the light of fireflies,

I wish I can go back through time and melody of my life…

Whenever sea waves rolling to the shore,

I’ll wait for your love my baby ….. Forever…

Your shadow, your life hold me tight in this love,

My darling, dont leave me….

I am like the wind without a burning candle,

A king without its castle,

In the sound of time would the trees wave without the wind?

Should the music be heard without the sound?

Even a little bird try to fly and finally fall down,

There is a lesson not to give up under the sun,

Things may be blur, but my hope still the same,

To seek for your forgiveness in your purest heart….

As a lover, I walk during night time,

Try to find a meaning for my life,

Whenever dark clouds cover my whole world,

I have seen no one but you,

Your love, that gave me all the reasons to believe,

Darling, don’t leave me, I’d be so lost….

Like the destiny that floating the emptiness in me,

Like the moon watching my lonely tears every night,

Will I be a lonely bird that’s forgotten by trees?

Wherever the wind whisper words of sadness,

And write it down in my forlorn heart…

Whenever you whisper words of love in my ear,

Full of love so precious from your purest heart….

Darling, with you I have never felt fear…

Even though the storm of love wrecked my life,

But in my heart always you inside,

Baby, don’t leave me, because I love you.

Darling, if time can go back elsewhere,

Like a smile during winter snow,

I’d be there all the time with you,

Love and kisses written once more…..

A silence in the ice thats frozen,

Where the soul of dreams deserve more,

Please give me one chance,

Wait for me for just a little longer Darling,

Please don’t leave me between wild roses,

where two butterflies seem to reach their perfection in love…

Whenever the sound of river is a sign that you’ll leave me forever

Rain that falling within a glimpse of light,

Baby, you do know what love is...

Even though the taste of life hiding at the bottom of memories,

Surely, one meaning is belong to one doubt,

Whenever I gave everything to the past,

What should I do, my precious? ,

Flying with butterflies at the early season,

It feels like only one day left,

Please don't leave me my baby,

'Coz you are my only life.

Him..... The best.....

His eyes just dazzle like precious blue jewels, 
His lips so soft petals of rose ... 
His face so radiant like the morning sunrise, 
His face like the full moon, glows  ... 

His kindness is beyond any man's on earth, 
His love so pure and true.. 
His laughter is magical takes all my pain away, 
His embrace so warm and brighten up my day .. 

His heart of gold i  wonder how big it can be, 
His faith and loyalty goes beyond humanity .. 
The beauty of his soul spreads serenity and calmness,  
His virtue and values so noble, stands tall finesse.. 

He brings so much joy and laughter into my world, 
And love and caring in abundance.. 
He has taken away all my fears and insecurities, 
My faith and hope  restored.. 

His presence in my life makes living worthwhile, 
He gives me reasons to dream..
Without him my life will just be a dark black hole, 
He loves me so dear wont let me fall.. 

My life without him i choose not to think, 
He is my life, without him its just darkness.. 
I treasure him my precious than all riches in the world, 
I give him all the keys to my heart.. 

For his love that he gives me, i cannot thank him enough.. 
For his honesty and commitment i cannot be grateful enough..
I want to tell him that he is my angel, sent by god from up above,
And i do cherish him everyday till death do us part...

... for you, I will.....

I may not be the perfect girl
That every guy would wish.
I may not be that pretty 
But let me tell you this:

I can love you truly 
With all of my heart
I can be faithful
Even though we are apart.

I cannot climb the mountains
Nor swim the deepest sea
But I can make a promise 
Just put your trust in me.

I cannot give you all you want
But try to give my all
My love, my heart, my very soul
For you I’ll give it all.

I cannot reach the stars above
Nor offer you the moon
But if I will have the power
I’ll promise to do it soon.

For you I’ll give my very best
My love’s forever true
I may not be important
But for me my world is YOU.

.. Beautiful it is...

Beautiful it is, 
Your heart spreading love to everyone around you...
Beautiful it is, 
Your soul, a song written by god, so soothing, pure and true... 

Beautiful it is, 
Your smile, brightening up my every moment of the day and night...
Beautiful it is, 
My world, you are my sun that shines every morning oh so bright... 

Beautiful it is, 
You... Inside and out and every possible way.. 
Beautiful it is, 
The world i share with you, no matter come what may.. 

Beautiful it is, 
Your words, your love and your loyalty...
Beautiful it is, 
Your calmness, your pride and your honestly... 

Beautiful it is, 
Your kindness, the way you watch over me...
Beautiful it is, 
How you made me feel brand new, you must agree...

Beautiful it is, 
Everything you created for us to live together forever.. 
Beautiful it is, 
YOU... The gift from god, i cherish everyday through whatever... 

...... Our heavenly bond.....

From dusk till the dawn

I stay awake..
To see the sunshine
Of your face..

You sleep so peacefully
With a gorgeous smile....
I kiss you because
I cant stay away even for a while....

Not for a second
I shall sleep at night...
I worry that i will miss you
I will hold you tight....

I pray every night
To be yours forever .....
For you are my man
The best man ive got ever.....

 I love you more
Above and beyond...
I hope you do know
This is a heavenly bond

Stay with me baby
As long as i shall live.....
I want to grow old with you
And my all, i want to give.....

.... Marry you.....

A Golden ring, embellished with exquisite diamonds fine, 
On your knee, with the most romantic line, 
While a little boys' choir sing in their angelic voices, 
To the music so soft making delicate sweet noises.
I dont need all this baby, i just want to hear you say....
"Marry Me!"....

Cold hearts and selfish needs, 
Heartless moves and horrible deeds.
Is the world we live,  yet in happiness i believe .. 
To walk hand in hand, to the world of you and me,
I just want to hear you whisper.....
"Marry Me!"......

The man whom i met, when my world was dark and dreary, 
The man who touched my heart with endless love so purely.. 
I dream of a day that we make our happy home, 
To make me feel like its the day that I re-born.. 
No promises i shall need, just your gentle voice say...... 
"Marry Me!"...

I understand, if you need to walk away...

I know…. I understand

If you think im far from perfection

Im nothing but a distraction…

No longer you can offer me your devotion…

I know…. I understand

Because across the miles we waited too long

You want to give up and our love to be gone

I can only blame me for the things I did wrong

I know…. I understand

Your life needs to be so wonderful

Not stuck with someone like me so awful

Holding you from enjoying your world that’s so beautiful

I know…. I understand

You can never be blamed for anything that was bad

For its me who made choices so selfish, while i was mad

You’re the angel god has sent me and the best thing ive ever had 

I know…. I understand

You have to go now, I do, I do understand

I can’t stop my tears or wait no longer for your hand

I know you’ll find happiness just like how god would have planned

I know…. I understand

Now it’s time to say good-bye

I promise I wont keep asking why

Ive lost the precious you that money cannot buy…..

My New Year Resolution...

Buoyed by hope at the new year coming
I feel so hopeful and want to start living.
With you by my side every day and night

I waited for long to have you in my sight..

Though we met out of the blue and out of the ordinary

 Our love has grown stronger by this month of January

With the dawn of this New Year, my only hope will be

To be with you soon and end this solitude across the sea..

Many resolutions I made this New Year

To be a better person for you and be dear

For all the fall outs, silly talks and anxiety

Forget them all and do up with tranquillity

Last three months Ive not been so wonderful

Ive done a lot more mistakes, been foolish and so dreadful

I won’t ask God, I ask from you instead my darling

For forgiveness, for a new beginning, Im yearning…

New Year, new dawn, new dreams and new hopes

Its your love that I desire and the distance slopes ..

Nothing more I would pray for this year or forever

For when you are near I’d be blissful and happy as ever..

I love you so much, I want you to believe

To be in your arms , the whole world I would leave

Just give me one chance before you let us both go

I promise I will change and let my love show…