Your truth, your lies they all still hurt just the same.....

The truth you tell me hurts more than your lies

Once I learned it, I started to cry

Every time I thought of you

I remembered what I thought was true...

I try to cover it as I mend my heart

It's no use I'm broken apart

Into a million pieces I've been shattered

Not that you cared not that it mattered...

The truth hurts more than I thought

Reality showing what I forgot

My smile returns all so fake

There's nothing else for you to take....

You took my heart when I learned the lie

Inside I'm dying as I try

To mend myself as best as I can

Hoping that this won't happen again....

I'll try to leave this behind

As I start to find

Myself looking at you during the day

And try to find something to say......

That won't bring back this painful memory

what won't remind me what couldn't be

As I start to learn it's still true
I still find myself loving you......

... new friend, new smiles......

On a warm summer night, lying sleepless in the dark,

To put down in words, how broken was my heart…

I’ve strummed a silent tune, through the bad fog of emptiness,

I thought about you, through a fading song of loneliness….

When the waves washed my sadness, away to the ocean,

When the sun dried my tears and stole my sad emotions…

When happiness is that’s left, I saw through my door,

You walked in to my world -I couldn’t ask for more….

You walked in to my life, in an unexpected way,

I thank you a lot more times and all these words l’d say…

To see your smile, I’ll turn this world around,

The whole world in an instant, I would indeed fight down….

You are a gift sent from heaven, to bring back my long lost smiles,

You are an angel, with a heart of gold so hard for me to ever find...

You are a candle in the dark, with a flame that shines so bright,

When my days get cold and weary, you filled it with a shimmering light

You are a raindrop in a drought, bringing life back in to my world,

When I need some inspiration, you gave someone for me to turn...

You are a wave in the endless ocean, brings back hope to the shores of my life,

Fill my world with so much laughter, and happiness I've never strived…

You are a diamond so rare to find, for your beauty runs through to your soul,

So precious, I'm glad I met you, for I was beyond control…

You showed me a world, I’ve never seen through my broken heart,

For I hope you will be my friend for my life, and never to fall apart…..

I thank you for being just so kind, caring and wonderful,

My black and white world have suddenly turned so colorful…

Since the day one of your presence, I smiled all day and night,

Im happy as I can ever be, you are such a delight!...

... Unfinished Fairy tale.....

Through the lonely shadows of darkness

Seeped in a ray of brightly shimmering light

Like a moth drawn in to a brightest light

She turned to him, fallen for him, fallen so hard…..

Buoyed by hope, she reached his hand

Drowned in him, his loving tenderness

The warmth in his heart, the kindness in his words

Melted her like a lemon drop

Wanting to love him, yearning to be in his embrace through eternity

She prayed

Prayed God, “Please let me love this man”….

She begged

Begged for one more chance at love….

When he held her close, laid his lips gently upon her face,

Her broken, forlorn heart, pounding fiercely

Feelings, Insatiable…

Wanting to love him, she buried herself in his arms,

Through the burning fire of desire….

Minutes turned to hours,

And the hours drown closer to the midnight…

Time to bid farewell to this glimpse of a fairytale….

They held their hands, through tears she snuggled so close to him...

Their heartbeats echo like thunder, through the loudest silence…

“No, no, no, no…. It can’t be now…. Let it be tomorrow”…

Time has turned against them, they wonder….

Nothing seems fair for two, who dreams,

Who have fallen in love through all odds in time…

They kissed for the longest time for one last time,

Uncertain of what tomorrow brings…

Through the hurt, through tears, the gazed at eachother’s eyes

No good byes were said, just silence….

Concluding one chapter, of this unfinished fairy tale…..