Saturday, April 18, 2009

Circle of Life Continues.....


"Every single day of your life, you get in contact with thousands and thousands of different people…. Millions maybe… You talk, you make acquaintance, you hang around… But out of them only a very very tiny percentage of people who really touches your heart… and will be remembered forever….


There are times that when you meet a person, you feel the person seems very different, very unique and ultimately you fall for the person and cherish them as if you found the most special person in your life….You start to feel very different and a changed person deep within yourself… It happens… But not all of the times…. But when you do, you start to feel that there is a special bond that ties the two of you very closely and you will never ever want to let go of that special bond.… Undoubtfully, of the very special person…..


You get so close to that person, every single moment … The memories of the two of you, the happiness, sorrow, will be adding a lot of spiciness and strengthens the bond that the two are sharing….You feel totally different when you are around that special person and all the moments, words and days that you spend with him/her seems so unforgettable… You cherish them with all your heart… And your mind constantly revolves around him/her 24/7….


As days pass by, the relationship that you have with that special person seems so strong, and you get to know that the other person needs you more than you need him/her…. It seems so strange that you start making all the future decisions of your life thinking that the bond will remain the same….You expect the same strength, same happiness, same uniqueness, some spiciness and same specialty in days to come as well….


But there comes a point when you realize that things are changing… you are not seeing things to be like the same as how they used to be… Even with the same circumstances around, just the “person” seems very different…. Even though you try to move on adapting to the current ways, you fail… You think… The more you think the more you get hurt…. But, nothing will change….


This becomes the harsh reality that you will have to cope up with… The distance seems so vital and you know that things will never going to be the same again... No matter how reluctant your heart wants to let go of the person, in your mind, you know that this is the only thing you need to do…. The only option available….


Well, you will be lost again in a sea of people again… Lost and lonely… Until, you find another person to be special in front of your eyes… Isn’t this a circular motion that all of us face in our life time? Its strange that even though this happens all the time, things will never change… Or maybe only a very few people want this to change… Don’t blame your self my friend… This is life…


I have just got over a very special person"……