Your truth, your lies they all still hurt just the same.....

The truth you tell me hurts more than your lies

Once I learned it, I started to cry

Every time I thought of you

I remembered what I thought was true...

I try to cover it as I mend my heart

It's no use I'm broken apart

Into a million pieces I've been shattered

Not that you cared not that it mattered...

The truth hurts more than I thought

Reality showing what I forgot

My smile returns all so fake

There's nothing else for you to take....

You took my heart when I learned the lie

Inside I'm dying as I try

To mend myself as best as I can

Hoping that this won't happen again....

I'll try to leave this behind

As I start to find

Myself looking at you during the day

And try to find something to say......

That won't bring back this painful memory

what won't remind me what couldn't be

As I start to learn it's still true
I still find myself loving you......

... new friend, new smiles......

On a warm summer night, lying sleepless in the dark,

To put down in words, how broken was my heart…

I’ve strummed a silent tune, through the bad fog of emptiness,

I thought about you, through a fading song of loneliness….

When the waves washed my sadness, away to the ocean,

When the sun dried my tears and stole my sad emotions…

When happiness is that’s left, I saw through my door,

You walked in to my world -I couldn’t ask for more….

You walked in to my life, in an unexpected way,

I thank you a lot more times and all these words l’d say…

To see your smile, I’ll turn this world around,

The whole world in an instant, I would indeed fight down….

You are a gift sent from heaven, to bring back my long lost smiles,

You are an angel, with a heart of gold so hard for me to ever find...

You are a candle in the dark, with a flame that shines so bright,

When my days get cold and weary, you filled it with a shimmering light

You are a raindrop in a drought, bringing life back in to my world,

When I need some inspiration, you gave someone for me to turn...

You are a wave in the endless ocean, brings back hope to the shores of my life,

Fill my world with so much laughter, and happiness I've never strived…

You are a diamond so rare to find, for your beauty runs through to your soul,

So precious, I'm glad I met you, for I was beyond control…

You showed me a world, I’ve never seen through my broken heart,

For I hope you will be my friend for my life, and never to fall apart…..

I thank you for being just so kind, caring and wonderful,

My black and white world have suddenly turned so colorful…

Since the day one of your presence, I smiled all day and night,

Im happy as I can ever be, you are such a delight!...

... Unfinished Fairy tale.....

Through the lonely shadows of darkness

Seeped in a ray of brightly shimmering light

Like a moth drawn in to a brightest light

She turned to him, fallen for him, fallen so hard…..

Buoyed by hope, she reached his hand

Drowned in him, his loving tenderness

The warmth in his heart, the kindness in his words

Melted her like a lemon drop

Wanting to love him, yearning to be in his embrace through eternity

She prayed

Prayed God, “Please let me love this man”….

She begged

Begged for one more chance at love….

When he held her close, laid his lips gently upon her face,

Her broken, forlorn heart, pounding fiercely

Feelings, Insatiable…

Wanting to love him, she buried herself in his arms,

Through the burning fire of desire….

Minutes turned to hours,

And the hours drown closer to the midnight…

Time to bid farewell to this glimpse of a fairytale….

They held their hands, through tears she snuggled so close to him...

Their heartbeats echo like thunder, through the loudest silence…

“No, no, no, no…. It can’t be now…. Let it be tomorrow”…

Time has turned against them, they wonder….

Nothing seems fair for two, who dreams,

Who have fallen in love through all odds in time…

They kissed for the longest time for one last time,

Uncertain of what tomorrow brings…

Through the hurt, through tears, the gazed at eachother’s eyes

No good byes were said, just silence….

Concluding one chapter, of this unfinished fairy tale…..

... You are my only life ....

You are my dream in my garden of love,

You give me all the reasons to live another day,

Just like a flower sings in the summer,

Just like the morning dew drops give their blessings,

Please don’t leave me, my darling…

Let our love always shimmer beyond the stars…

Where are those angels fly beyond the endless blue skies?

In the evenings of missing you in the light of fireflies,

I wish I can go back through time and melody of my life…

Whenever sea waves rolling to the shore,

I’ll wait for your love my baby ….. Forever…

Your shadow, your life hold me tight in this love,

My darling, dont leave me….

I am like the wind without a burning candle,

A king without its castle,

In the sound of time would the trees wave without the wind?

Should the music be heard without the sound?

Even a little bird try to fly and finally fall down,

There is a lesson not to give up under the sun,

Things may be blur, but my hope still the same,

To seek for your forgiveness in your purest heart….

As a lover, I walk during night time,

Try to find a meaning for my life,

Whenever dark clouds cover my whole world,

I have seen no one but you,

Your love, that gave me all the reasons to believe,

Darling, don’t leave me, I’d be so lost….

Like the destiny that floating the emptiness in me,

Like the moon watching my lonely tears every night,

Will I be a lonely bird that’s forgotten by trees?

Wherever the wind whisper words of sadness,

And write it down in my forlorn heart…

Whenever you whisper words of love in my ear,

Full of love so precious from your purest heart….

Darling, with you I have never felt fear…

Even though the storm of love wrecked my life,

But in my heart always you inside,

Baby, don’t leave me, because I love you.

Darling, if time can go back elsewhere,

Like a smile during winter snow,

I’d be there all the time with you,

Love and kisses written once more…..

A silence in the ice thats frozen,

Where the soul of dreams deserve more,

Please give me one chance,

Wait for me for just a little longer Darling,

Please don’t leave me between wild roses,

where two butterflies seem to reach their perfection in love…

Whenever the sound of river is a sign that you’ll leave me forever

Rain that falling within a glimpse of light,

Baby, you do know what love is...

Even though the taste of life hiding at the bottom of memories,

Surely, one meaning is belong to one doubt,

Whenever I gave everything to the past,

What should I do, my precious? ,

Flying with butterflies at the early season,

It feels like only one day left,

Please don't leave me my baby,

'Coz you are my only life.