Waiting for a glimpse of you!!!

Beneath the sparkling stars,

I was waiting,
Waiting to see your face just once
The world was lit
May not have been with those
That I knew not,
Nothing about you
So still, like a stranger I feel

Nights are cold and dreary
When I lie miles and miles away..
Moon is shining,
Stars do too
But the inspiration was you
that keeps me awake...

Beneath the zillion starts I am lost
Lost in thoughts,
Thoughts of you...
Though we lie under the same blue endless sky,
You just seem so much far away...

Lying all alone, miles and miles away from you
I am lost..
Lost in thoughts,
thoughts of you..
In my mind, I made love to you,
Love to you , a hundred times or more.....

Then and there,
Miles above the world,
I keep looking and waiting for you...
I know my darling,
The sweetest treasure of mine,
That something is not to be changed,
That you will just be mine someday......

Circle of Life Continues.....

"Every single day of your life, you get in contact with thousands and thousands of different people…. Millions maybe… You talk, you make acquaintance, you hang around… But out of them only a very very tiny percentage of people who really touches your heart… and will be remembered forever….

There are times that when you meet a person, you feel the person seems very different, very unique and ultimately you fall for the person and cherish them as if you found the most special person in your life….You start to feel very different and a changed person deep within yourself… It happens… But not all of the times…. But when you do, you start to feel that there is a special bond that ties the two of you very closely and you will never ever want to let go of that special bond.… Undoubtfully, of the very special person…..

You get so close to that person, every single moment … The memories of the two of you, the happiness, sorrow, will be adding a lot of spiciness and strengthens the bond that the two are sharing….You feel totally different when you are around that special person and all the moments, words and days that you spend with him/her seems so unforgettable… You cherish them with all your heart… And your mind constantly revolves around him/her 24/7….

As days pass by, the relationship that you have with that special person seems so strong, and you get to know that the other person needs you more than you need him/her…. It seems so strange that you start making all the future decisions of your life thinking that the bond will remain the same….You expect the same strength, same happiness, same uniqueness, some spiciness and same specialty in days to come as well….

But there comes a point when you realize that things are changing… you are not seeing things to be like the same as how they used to be… Even with the same circumstances around, just the “person” seems very different…. Even though you try to move on adapting to the current ways, you fail… You think… The more you think the more you get hurt…. But, nothing will change….

This becomes the harsh reality that you will have to cope up with… The distance seems so vital and you know that things will never going to be the same again... No matter how reluctant your heart wants to let go of the person, in your mind, you know that this is the only thing you need to do…. The only option available….

Well, you will be lost again in a sea of people again… Lost and lonely… Until, you find another person to be special in front of your eyes… Isn’t this a circular motion that all of us face in our life time? Its strange that even though this happens all the time, things will never change… Or maybe only a very few people want this to change… Don’t blame your self my friend… This is life…

I have just got over a very special person"……

Don't Change...

If flowers were to bloom forever,
They’ll spread the fragrance throughout…
If the sun was to shine forever,
It will brighten the days throughout…
If stars were to dazzle forever,
They’ll be spectacular throughout…
And, My Darling,
If you stay with me forever,
I’ll be complete, throughout…

There shouldn’t be any change,
Not a single moment,
Let them be just how they were used to be…
Let everything go on,
Just as they were…
Just stay with me,
As you were…
Make my day brighter,
And fill it with your,“Endless Love”…

Will you know......

You’ll never know
What I feel deep within…
The love that runs to and fro,
Within my forlorn heart

You’ll never understand
The depth of my love….
It’s so much deeper,
That I never want to see you leave…

You’ll never give
A chance for me to show you
How much I care about you,
as you mean the world to me…

You’ll never like me
The way I look from outside
You would never be impressed
Coz I know that I am not so perfect

You’ll never feel
That my love for you is strong
Coz I’ve never ever showed
That I am dying every moment without you

You’ll never realize
That I love you true
I would sacrifice,
Even my very own life for you…

You’ll never believe
How long I’ve been waiting
You were the one that I was wishing upon
Thousands and thousands of shooting starts.…

Im in love!!!

I finally reached,
the manifestation of my dreams …
I finally got,
the one that I have always been looking for,
I finally heard,
The words that I was longing to hear,
I finally felt,
That all my dreams came true,
I finally realized,
“That I am deeply in Love!”….

Satisfaction!

I’m a star,
When you are the moon.
There was a sun,
That is brighter than all.
But…………
When i’m with you
I’m so much contented.
So darling…
Why should i care for a brighter sun?

I’m a tear,
When you are a river.
There is the sea,
That is deeper than all.
But………..
When i’m with you
I’m so much contented.
So darling…
Why should i care for a deeper sea?

When i’m with you
I’m so much contented.
All i ever wanted is...
Right here with me………
I don’t want anyone else in my world.
I don’t care about anything else in this world.
When…………
I’m with you!

Distraction!!!

When i first saw your eyes,

I was truly intoxicated.

I thought someday,

I can lie in your eyes,

and be with you always…….

in your glance.

So, I kept on waiting,

waiting for you for a long time.

but now………..now I realize

that,‘‘Everything has a limit!’’

When I first saw your smile,

I was truly inspired.

I thought someday,

I can be with you,

and share your happiness …….

with your sweet sweet smiles.

So , I kept on waiting,

waiting for you for a long time.

but now……….now i realize

that, ‘‘Everything has a limit!”

When I first felt your touch,

I was truly melted by your warmth.

I thought someday,

you will keep me in your heart,

and share your love,

and be with me, always.

So , I kept on waiting,

waiting for that special touch of yours.

but now………now i realize,

that,‘‘Everything has a limit’!’

When I first heard your words,

I was truly amazed.

I thought someday………..,

I can be by your side,

take your hand,

and whisper those magical words.

So , I kept on waiting,

waiting for so long to hear your words.

but now……….now i realize

that,‘‘Everything has a limit!”

Everything has a limit,

I wait no longer for your glance,

I wait no longer for your smiles,

I wait no longer for your touch,

I wait no longer for your words,

I wait no longer for you,

for u r just a miracle,

that kept me enchanted for a long long time...

Contemptment!!!

Golden rays of sunshine;
Serene Zephyr of air;
Glorious silver moon beams;
So much delightful!
But…………………
‘I don’t really care’

Soft and silver snowflakes;
Brightly dazzling stars;
Pink and purple sunsets;
So much glamorous!
But………………….
‘Why should I really care?’

Nothing can quench my mind
Impatiently waiting for you
No beauty in what I see
No beauty in what I feel

Come back to me my beloved
Give me eyes to sight the wonders
Give me a heart to sense the splendor
Give me back the sweetest moments we shared…

Loneliness....

So lonely, so desperate,
the way I am feeling every time.
So strange, so mysterious,
the way things turned out to be.
So painful, so distressing,
the feeling that I’m going through now.
So many feelings that are fighting inside me,
No words to let them out,
or to tell the way Im really feeling…………

Lonely………. So lonely
I’m feeling so bad
No one can heal my broken heart,
or to bring back my happiest moments.

You keep on hurting me endlessly
I feel so defeated sometimes.
It’s a wonder how I became a no one in your world
When she came to your life

You were my everything
You are my every thing
But how could you change so much
My heart is so weak now
When you are not around …………..

I AM LOST, DARLING!

You..... To my world....

Bringing my life such a wonderful meaning;
Filling my heart with endless love;
Giving me joy and warmth and laughter;
You came………..
In to my world!

So much love, so much joy;
So much pleasure and so much meaning,
More than what I used to feel before,
A sweetest thing……
You…..
Brought in to my world!!!....

Desperation!!!

Can’t u see in my eyes,
desperation seeps in,

I need u …………badly.

I need you so much.
You act like I don’t exist,
Yet….. u still means everything to me

and….. to my life...

You are like the sunshine

to my dark dark world…

How can I ever let you go,

and say that I don’t love you anymore?

My life will be empty,

without you……….

without your sweet sweet smiles…

You ignored me ……
But you knew I was there
You walked away from me………..
But you knew I followed.
You came in to my life,
bringing love in to it.
bringing the greatest happiness….
I ever felt.

But now……..

You’ve gone,

leaving only hurt behind.

I’m fading away……….slowly,

painfully, &
so…….. desperately…

I’m fading so much fast.

I hear a voice inside of me,

calling out your name.
It’s barely…………a whisper.

It echoes like a thunder,

in my shattered , broken heart.

How can you not hear it?

You must have heard it.

Without you……….

life has no fun, no love, no beauty.

So, my love………

come back to me,

stay with me forever,

otherwise…………

as I feel today………………………

"My soul will ………die!’’.

Imagination!!!

I looked at the glorious moon through my window;
inspired by its serenity.
I watched the tiny stars above.
How brightly they shine…
reminding me of your sparkling eyes..
You came to mind;
as I was was gazing upon the starry sky.
Took me way back to the time;
when you and I were deeply in love…
Most precious time of my life…..
The sweetest memories that never die nor fade…
Keeping me alive and inspire every moment of my day……….
You were glorious…
like the moon!
You were spectacular…
like a tiny star!
You were calm…
like the night’s serenity!
You were soothing…
like soft cool breeze!
The moon and stars and night,
together with the cool soft breeze,
what a great combination,
to make a wondrous time…..
I thought you and I
too, were so…
Drenched in the endless love..
wrapped in each others arms...
A dark black cloud looming over the horizon .
seeped in between my eyes and the moon,
reminding me of her,
who took you away from me…
The beautiful moon closing in behind the dark black cloud,
reminded me of you, turned to her;
cherished her with all your heart
in an instant of a shooting star...
Erasing every single memory of me,
Forgetting me completely,
so effortlessly...
My tears kept falling everyday;
like endless dew drops from heavens far away..
You were gone away from my life..
So fast... Leaving only tears behind...
But every time I look up at the sky,
I still do… wonder
"Where you are"....
Through my despair I wonder
If ever there'd be,
“A Silver lining of this dark black cloud!”