... one night stand...

Her heart skipped a beat, when she saw him first,

With irrepressible desire, she gazed in to his eyes...

In a fraction of a moment she felt his lips against hers,

while the Fire of lust, burning fiercely, she melted in his arms....

With the fire burning, making every inch of her body gleam with desire,

"You and me... In that very moment...  The only reality in the world"... She thought...

Seconds turned to minutes, minutes turned to hours,

The night was too young, 

Under the magical spell of alluring blaze,

She begged, She mourned, She cried with so much pleasure,

With endless ardour, they greet the dawn...

while her body yearns for more, 

while his clasp got much stronger ..

they aimed to please....

over and over again.....

The candles faded one by one... 

Sunshine seeped through the panes so bright..

The reality calls... they got to wake up from this dream...

She kissed his lips for the very last time...

with a sad little grin, they said good-byes,

to a one sweet tale of, 

A ONE NIGHT STAND! ....

... dont you dare cry for me now......

 

Seeping through my veins

was the love so pure, so deep and endless....

To crush my heart in to pieces,

to drag my soul in to darkness,

to make my life such a hell,

killing me every minute of the day..

The cruel and brutal steps you take,

to hurt me more and more each day.....

Im gone now, don’t you cry....

Don’t waste your tears , stop wondering “What ifs”..

Im gone now, don’t you think....

I never existed, nor was alive since the day that you’ve gone away...

Im gone now, don’t you regret....

Live your life, and be in love and find your peace now....

Im gone now, don’t you worry....

You never did, so why now...

How dare you know im watching you and standing right here.....

When I wanted my happiness, and when i left this mean world,

When I thought i can finally smile..

Don’t you dare cry........

...I've Crushed the deep red rose petals....

 Crimson red were the roses dancing in the rain

Beauty, pride and immense ego all combined...

Exquisite they were. .. Drenched in silvery diamond raindrops...

Spectacular....   

My heart cries with desire,

To run my fingers all about the alluring rose petals ...

To kiss them gently with my lips, trembling softly with enduring passion...

Will I devoid the buried throne underneath this splendor....?

My heart skips a soft beat; echoing like a thunder from deep within...

with Irresistible temptation and desire bursting from my eyes..

I’ve reached the rose!

Alas!

The Rose..... Its not mine.... The Rage and Agony of the desire torn down in an instance... 

Revenge! Gleaming through my eyes....  I won’t object its increase....

Ive let it out...

I have..... through my relentless tears......

Crushed the deep red rose petals one by one....

... And I cried in silence ......

... Day-Dream....

I was talking to you for the longest time, but not when you can hear....
I walked through the endless streets far away, with the destination unclear..

I hide my pain and desires from you, for it aches me more each day...

I dreamed a sweet little dream today, for it will feel you are here today.....

Through tears I gently strum my guitar, a saddest tune I’ve never known ...
To hold your hand is a dream I dream, to gaze into your eyes and right through to your soul...

I dreamed a sweet little dream about you today, when i was wide awake....

I will miss you more with every breath I take, I hope this love will not make my heart break.....   

Miles and miles away we lay, for this endless wait might drift us away....

Across the seas you are  far far away, through my dreams I hope I will stare at your face....

My heart beats so much faster this moment, for a reason still not known..

With time we might loose our faith I fear, and so is our love, be gone.... 

My dream, I pray not to be just a dream, for this love might loose I fear....

My dream that I dream every day and night, is you, whom I wish are here...

... I reach out my hand.....

I hear the sound of rain, but i wonder if that’s the sound of my tears

I feel the pain in my heart and I wonder if my heart is broken too

A lost dark world, my cries are silent for you to hear

Shattered dreams, there’s nothing more for me to fear

I reach out my hand...

Because I need someone to wipe my tears

I reach out my hand...

Because I need someone to hold me close

I close my eyes to see, the world that we have made our own

I run and hide all the time coz the truth is just too hard to find

A lonely song, i play it gently through my tears

My broken world, the lonely cries are all that it hears...

.. Haven't I loved you enough?.............

When the sun is shining brightly

When the birds are dancing around

When the smiles surrounding everywhere

Do I have a chance to see the world through you?

When the darkness spreads its wings

When the sadness flows around

When the world is cold and dreary

Do I have a chance to be in your embrace?

When i needed you with your arms open wide

To have me and to hold me

In happiness and in sorrow...

Do you think I’m not the one who’s right for you?

Haven’t I loved you enough?

Have I missed any sign?

Have I been a fool to dream about you, my precious?

Have I been a fool for long?

To hope that you’ll be here

To answer all my prayers..

To wipe out my endless pain......

Haven’t I loved you enough?

... One more time......

One more time
to look deep into your eyes....
to say that I love you and to tell you how much I care.....

One more time
to be in your arms....
to feel your heart beating and to feel your warmth goes right deep into my soul...

One more time
to kiss you softly....
to feel the undying passion and to feel the sweet tremble of your lips...

One more time
to hold you tight....
to feel that the only thing ive ever wanted in my life is right here in my arms...

One more time,
One more moment ,
to be with you.....
before I fly far away across the endless seas,
to that darkest lonely place,
miles and miles away from you, my beloved.....

"Such an emptiness, when you are gone.........."

Such an emptiness, when you are gone,
Never could I realized, that such a pain could ever exist....
An angel to guide me through the hard times,
A shoulder for me to cry on,
A hand to hold when the world gets darker,
A Best friend to walk the miles of life together.....

Endless words I shall speak to make you feel,
though they will be merely whispers that you could never hear....
Endless tears I shall cry to make you see,
how incredibly I miss those times when you were near....

I lost my best friend, for I am no good,
neither could I be the best I could have been,
nor could I give you the best I could have given you....
So lonely, so empty and so so cold the world seems to be,
I’m searching for the hand that grasped me when I fall,
I’m searching for the strength you gave me to drive me through the darkest days...

Come back to my life, my friend, for you are the best,
I’m living dead without having you in my world..
I have to have you,
I’m searching for the missing pieces of my life,
To dispel the darkness of my world and to make my living worth again...

Come back my friend, coz im waiting with my arms open wide,
To share my world with you again,
coz i've never knew that there will ever be,
"Such an emptiness, when you are gone".........

.....the flower that never bloomed.....

When the sun shines bright and the blue sky is clear

When the soft wind blows while the birds sing and cheer

When nothing seems dreary and the heaven feels like here

The flower that never bloomed, why you cry my dear!

When the laughter is all you hear around you

When the beauty is all you see around you

When the troubles don’t tingle and pinch within you

The flower that never bloomed, why are you so blue!

Can I run back to you......

To laugh with you
as much as I can...
Endlessly....
Till tears stream out of my eyes....

But,
How.........

There’s a darkness
Embracing my soul...
Crying out loud, deep within
My lonely broken heart....

Can I run back to you?
Leaving everything behind,
Everything that I’ve ever worked hardly for.....

Will you take me back and love me,
Will you take care of me,
In Any way that you can...

Will you?
I’m so lonely............

Looking through the eyes of you, I found Love!

Summer through the winter, Sunshine through the rain

Light through the darkness, Love through the pain

Smile through the tears, Day through the night

To bright up my life, my baby brought a light.....



World is just so beautiful, everywhere I look around,

The days seem so much bright and shine, Beauty is what I always find...

Pain is what I’ve never known,

And baby, I just feel like home......



You are the one that my heart has always cried out for

And its only you who can disappear the pain I felt before

So please don’t let this feeling end, knowing you are always beside me,

I finally found what’s mine, looking through the eyes of you......

I Love you this much....

I love you enough to fight for you,
compromise for you,
and sacrifice myself for you if need be..

Enough to miss you incredibly when we’re apart,
no matter what length of time its for
and regardless of the distance..

Enough to believe in our relationship,
to stand by through the worst at all times,
to have faith in strength of us as a couple,
and to never give up on us...

Enough to spend the rest of my life with you,
be there for you when you need or want me,
and never ever want to leave you or live without you...

I love you this much......

My Dream is... You!

For me to hold u tight, is a dream....
to lie in your arms and to whisper sweet nothings,
to have long walks on the beach hand in hand,
to stand by you and share your tears and your laughter,
is my dream.....
To wake up in the morning just to see you beside me,
to love you so deeply, to hug you and kiss you,
to be only yours for the rest of my life,
is my only dream.....
To breathe your love, and to share our pains,
to laugh with you on every single day,

to share, to care and to have a happy life together,

is my dream that I dream everyday......

What if... I love a Stranger.....

What if,
a total Stranger walks into your life..

What if,
that Stranger becomes so close to your life,
that you can't even imagine letting him go away from your life....
Even if you want to spend the rest of your life with that Stranger by your side,
you don't have any strength or courage to do so....

What if,
you know for a fact that someday,

you will have to let him go, as fast as he walked into your life...
What if, above all this,
You know that you can never ever be with that Stranger,
because he doesn't belong to you...

But, No...

You can never ever forget him,

Just because......
You have never ever loved anybody, as much as you loved that "Stranger"....

Confession.....

Years passed by, spent so much time together,
Not realized for a moment, that “the” one is right here..
It’s not you, its “me” my darling,
But I just can’t do this anymore...

Wiped the tears, shared the smiles,
But never listen to the heart’s cries..
It’s not you, it’s “me” my darling,
But I just can’t do this anymore...

Didn’t say a lot that should have said,
Didn’t do a lot that should have done
It’s not you, it’s “me” my darling,
But I just can’t do this anymore...

It’s not you, it’s “me” my darling, but I just can’t do this anymore...
Maybe we are just not meant for each other......
Or maybe we ran out of chances,
So maybe let’s move on,

coz this isn’t a dream that will ever come true.....

Waiting for a glimpse of you!!!

Beneath the sparkling stars,

I was waiting,
Waiting to see your face just once
The world was lit
May not have been with those
That I knew not,
Nothing about you
So still, like a stranger I feel

Nights are cold and dreary
When I lie miles and miles away..
Moon is shining,
Stars do too
But the inspiration was you
that keeps me awake...

Beneath the zillion starts I am lost
Lost in thoughts,
Thoughts of you...
Though we lie under the same blue endless sky,
You just seem so much far away...

Lying all alone, miles and miles away from you
I am lost..
Lost in thoughts,
thoughts of you..
In my mind, I made love to you,
Love to you , a hundred times or more.....

Then and there,
Miles above the world,
I keep looking and waiting for you...
I know my darling,
The sweetest treasure of mine,
That something is not to be changed,
That you will just be mine someday......

Circle of Life Continues.....

"Every single day of your life, you get in contact with thousands and thousands of different people…. Millions maybe… You talk, you make acquaintance, you hang around… But out of them only a very very tiny percentage of people who really touches your heart… and will be remembered forever….

There are times that when you meet a person, you feel the person seems very different, very unique and ultimately you fall for the person and cherish them as if you found the most special person in your life….You start to feel very different and a changed person deep within yourself… It happens… But not all of the times…. But when you do, you start to feel that there is a special bond that ties the two of you very closely and you will never ever want to let go of that special bond.… Undoubtfully, of the very special person…..

You get so close to that person, every single moment … The memories of the two of you, the happiness, sorrow, will be adding a lot of spiciness and strengthens the bond that the two are sharing….You feel totally different when you are around that special person and all the moments, words and days that you spend with him/her seems so unforgettable… You cherish them with all your heart… And your mind constantly revolves around him/her 24/7….

As days pass by, the relationship that you have with that special person seems so strong, and you get to know that the other person needs you more than you need him/her…. It seems so strange that you start making all the future decisions of your life thinking that the bond will remain the same….You expect the same strength, same happiness, same uniqueness, some spiciness and same specialty in days to come as well….

But there comes a point when you realize that things are changing… you are not seeing things to be like the same as how they used to be… Even with the same circumstances around, just the “person” seems very different…. Even though you try to move on adapting to the current ways, you fail… You think… The more you think the more you get hurt…. But, nothing will change….

This becomes the harsh reality that you will have to cope up with… The distance seems so vital and you know that things will never going to be the same again... No matter how reluctant your heart wants to let go of the person, in your mind, you know that this is the only thing you need to do…. The only option available….

Well, you will be lost again in a sea of people again… Lost and lonely… Until, you find another person to be special in front of your eyes… Isn’t this a circular motion that all of us face in our life time? Its strange that even though this happens all the time, things will never change… Or maybe only a very few people want this to change… Don’t blame your self my friend… This is life…

I have just got over a very special person"……