.. Im not over you, just yet..

Because I kept the flame on for many years
I prayed every night for this dream to disappear
For it aches my forlorn heart when you aren’t here
And l lost you, in my world there’s nothing to fear

Ive spent many sleepless nights just with tears
Countless wishes I wished to see you near
My world is blue with hateful pain keeps on cheer
To make out why dear god you didn’t hear

The world tells me off but I know I’m the only seer
Of the world filled with love so much hope that’s quite clear
The many many times I tried to cry me out over cheap beer
Its endless, dear god, Im hurting, so please don’t jeer...