... Day-Dream....

I was talking to you for the longest time, but not when you can hear....
I walked through the endless streets far away, with the destination unclear..

I hide my pain and desires from you, for it aches me more each day...

I dreamed a sweet little dream today, for it will feel you are here today.....

Through tears I gently strum my guitar, a saddest tune I’ve never known ...
To hold your hand is a dream I dream, to gaze into your eyes and right through to your soul...

I dreamed a sweet little dream about you today, when i was wide awake....

I will miss you more with every breath I take, I hope this love will not make my heart break.....   

Miles and miles away we lay, for this endless wait might drift us away....

Across the seas you are  far far away, through my dreams I hope I will stare at your face....

My heart beats so much faster this moment, for a reason still not known..

With time we might loose our faith I fear, and so is our love, be gone.... 

My dream, I pray not to be just a dream, for this love might loose I fear....

My dream that I dream every day and night, is you, whom I wish are here...

... I reach out my hand.....

I hear the sound of rain, but i wonder if that’s the sound of my tears

I feel the pain in my heart and I wonder if my heart is broken too

A lost dark world, my cries are silent for you to hear

Shattered dreams, there’s nothing more for me to fear

I reach out my hand...

Because I need someone to wipe my tears

I reach out my hand...

Because I need someone to hold me close

I close my eyes to see, the world that we have made our own

I run and hide all the time coz the truth is just too hard to find

A lonely song, i play it gently through my tears

My broken world, the lonely cries are all that it hears...

.. Haven't I loved you enough?.............

When the sun is shining brightly

When the birds are dancing around

When the smiles surrounding everywhere

Do I have a chance to see the world through you?

When the darkness spreads its wings

When the sadness flows around

When the world is cold and dreary

Do I have a chance to be in your embrace?

When i needed you with your arms open wide

To have me and to hold me

In happiness and in sorrow...

Do you think I’m not the one who’s right for you?

Haven’t I loved you enough?

Have I missed any sign?

Have I been a fool to dream about you, my precious?

Have I been a fool for long?

To hope that you’ll be here

To answer all my prayers..

To wipe out my endless pain......

Haven’t I loved you enough?

... One more time......

One more time
to look deep into your eyes....
to say that I love you and to tell you how much I care.....

One more time
to be in your arms....
to feel your heart beating and to feel your warmth goes right deep into my soul...

One more time
to kiss you softly....
to feel the undying passion and to feel the sweet tremble of your lips...

One more time
to hold you tight....
to feel that the only thing ive ever wanted in my life is right here in my arms...

One more time,
One more moment ,
to be with you.....
before I fly far away across the endless seas,
to that darkest lonely place,
miles and miles away from you, my beloved.....

"Such an emptiness, when you are gone.........."

Such an emptiness, when you are gone,
Never could I realized, that such a pain could ever exist....
An angel to guide me through the hard times,
A shoulder for me to cry on,
A hand to hold when the world gets darker,
A Best friend to walk the miles of life together.....

Endless words I shall speak to make you feel,
though they will be merely whispers that you could never hear....
Endless tears I shall cry to make you see,
how incredibly I miss those times when you were near....

I lost my best friend, for I am no good,
neither could I be the best I could have been,
nor could I give you the best I could have given you....
So lonely, so empty and so so cold the world seems to be,
I’m searching for the hand that grasped me when I fall,
I’m searching for the strength you gave me to drive me through the darkest days...

Come back to my life, my friend, for you are the best,
I’m living dead without having you in my world..
I have to have you,
I’m searching for the missing pieces of my life,
To dispel the darkness of my world and to make my living worth again...

Come back my friend, coz im waiting with my arms open wide,
To share my world with you again,
coz i've never knew that there will ever be,
"Such an emptiness, when you are gone".........

.....the flower that never bloomed.....

When the sun shines bright and the blue sky is clear

When the soft wind blows while the birds sing and cheer

When nothing seems dreary and the heaven feels like here

The flower that never bloomed, why you cry my dear!

When the laughter is all you hear around you

When the beauty is all you see around you

When the troubles don’t tingle and pinch within you

The flower that never bloomed, why are you so blue!

Can I run back to you......

To laugh with you
as much as I can...
Endlessly....
Till tears stream out of my eyes....

But,
How.........

There’s a darkness
Embracing my soul...
Crying out loud, deep within
My lonely broken heart....

Can I run back to you?
Leaving everything behind,
Everything that I’ve ever worked hardly for.....

Will you take me back and love me,
Will you take care of me,
In Any way that you can...

Will you?
I’m so lonely............

Looking through the eyes of you, I found Love!

Summer through the winter, Sunshine through the rain

Light through the darkness, Love through the pain

Smile through the tears, Day through the night

To bright up my life, my baby brought a light.....



World is just so beautiful, everywhere I look around,

The days seem so much bright and shine, Beauty is what I always find...

Pain is what I’ve never known,

And baby, I just feel like home......



You are the one that my heart has always cried out for

And its only you who can disappear the pain I felt before

So please don’t let this feeling end, knowing you are always beside me,

I finally found what’s mine, looking through the eyes of you......

I Love you this much....

I love you enough to fight for you,
compromise for you,
and sacrifice myself for you if need be..

Enough to miss you incredibly when we’re apart,
no matter what length of time its for
and regardless of the distance..

Enough to believe in our relationship,
to stand by through the worst at all times,
to have faith in strength of us as a couple,
and to never give up on us...

Enough to spend the rest of my life with you,
be there for you when you need or want me,
and never ever want to leave you or live without you...

I love you this much......

My Dream is... You!

For me to hold u tight, is a dream....
to lie in your arms and to whisper sweet nothings,
to have long walks on the beach hand in hand,
to stand by you and share your tears and your laughter,
is my dream.....
To wake up in the morning just to see you beside me,
to love you so deeply, to hug you and kiss you,
to be only yours for the rest of my life,
is my only dream.....
To breathe your love, and to share our pains,
to laugh with you on every single day,

to share, to care and to have a happy life together,

is my dream that I dream everyday......

What if... I love a Stranger.....

What if,
a total Stranger walks into your life..

What if,
that Stranger becomes so close to your life,
that you can't even imagine letting him go away from your life....
Even if you want to spend the rest of your life with that Stranger by your side,
you don't have any strength or courage to do so....

What if,
you know for a fact that someday,

you will have to let him go, as fast as he walked into your life...
What if, above all this,
You know that you can never ever be with that Stranger,
because he doesn't belong to you...

But, No...

You can never ever forget him,

Just because......
You have never ever loved anybody, as much as you loved that "Stranger"....

Confession.....

Years passed by, spent so much time together,
Not realized for a moment, that “the” one is right here..
It’s not you, its “me” my darling,
But I just can’t do this anymore...

Wiped the tears, shared the smiles,
But never listen to the heart’s cries..
It’s not you, it’s “me” my darling,
But I just can’t do this anymore...

Didn’t say a lot that should have said,
Didn’t do a lot that should have done
It’s not you, it’s “me” my darling,
But I just can’t do this anymore...

It’s not you, it’s “me” my darling, but I just can’t do this anymore...
Maybe we are just not meant for each other......
Or maybe we ran out of chances,
So maybe let’s move on,

coz this isn’t a dream that will ever come true.....

Waiting for a glimpse of you!!!

Beneath the sparkling stars,

I was waiting,
Waiting to see your face just once
The world was lit
May not have been with those
That I knew not,
Nothing about you
So still, like a stranger I feel

Nights are cold and dreary
When I lie miles and miles away..
Moon is shining,
Stars do too
But the inspiration was you
that keeps me awake...

Beneath the zillion starts I am lost
Lost in thoughts,
Thoughts of you...
Though we lie under the same blue endless sky,
You just seem so much far away...

Lying all alone, miles and miles away from you
I am lost..
Lost in thoughts,
thoughts of you..
In my mind, I made love to you,
Love to you , a hundred times or more.....

Then and there,
Miles above the world,
I keep looking and waiting for you...
I know my darling,
The sweetest treasure of mine,
That something is not to be changed,
That you will just be mine someday......

Circle of Life Continues.....

"Every single day of your life, you get in contact with thousands and thousands of different people…. Millions maybe… You talk, you make acquaintance, you hang around… But out of them only a very very tiny percentage of people who really touches your heart… and will be remembered forever….

There are times that when you meet a person, you feel the person seems very different, very unique and ultimately you fall for the person and cherish them as if you found the most special person in your life….You start to feel very different and a changed person deep within yourself… It happens… But not all of the times…. But when you do, you start to feel that there is a special bond that ties the two of you very closely and you will never ever want to let go of that special bond.… Undoubtfully, of the very special person…..

You get so close to that person, every single moment … The memories of the two of you, the happiness, sorrow, will be adding a lot of spiciness and strengthens the bond that the two are sharing….You feel totally different when you are around that special person and all the moments, words and days that you spend with him/her seems so unforgettable… You cherish them with all your heart… And your mind constantly revolves around him/her 24/7….

As days pass by, the relationship that you have with that special person seems so strong, and you get to know that the other person needs you more than you need him/her…. It seems so strange that you start making all the future decisions of your life thinking that the bond will remain the same….You expect the same strength, same happiness, same uniqueness, some spiciness and same specialty in days to come as well….

But there comes a point when you realize that things are changing… you are not seeing things to be like the same as how they used to be… Even with the same circumstances around, just the “person” seems very different…. Even though you try to move on adapting to the current ways, you fail… You think… The more you think the more you get hurt…. But, nothing will change….

This becomes the harsh reality that you will have to cope up with… The distance seems so vital and you know that things will never going to be the same again... No matter how reluctant your heart wants to let go of the person, in your mind, you know that this is the only thing you need to do…. The only option available….

Well, you will be lost again in a sea of people again… Lost and lonely… Until, you find another person to be special in front of your eyes… Isn’t this a circular motion that all of us face in our life time? Its strange that even though this happens all the time, things will never change… Or maybe only a very few people want this to change… Don’t blame your self my friend… This is life…

I have just got over a very special person"……

Don't Change...

If flowers were to bloom forever,
They’ll spread the fragrance throughout…
If the sun was to shine forever,
It will brighten the days throughout…
If stars were to dazzle forever,
They’ll be spectacular throughout…
And, My Darling,
If you stay with me forever,
I’ll be complete, throughout…

There shouldn’t be any change,
Not a single moment,
Let them be just how they were used to be…
Let everything go on,
Just as they were…
Just stay with me,
As you were…
Make my day brighter,
And fill it with your,“Endless Love”…

Will you know......

You’ll never know
What I feel deep within…
The love that runs to and fro,
Within my forlorn heart

You’ll never understand
The depth of my love….
It’s so much deeper,
That I never want to see you leave…

You’ll never give
A chance for me to show you
How much I care about you,
as you mean the world to me…

You’ll never like me
The way I look from outside
You would never be impressed
Coz I know that I am not so perfect

You’ll never feel
That my love for you is strong
Coz I’ve never ever showed
That I am dying every moment without you

You’ll never realize
That I love you true
I would sacrifice,
Even my very own life for you…

You’ll never believe
How long I’ve been waiting
You were the one that I was wishing upon
Thousands and thousands of shooting starts.…

Im in love!!!

I finally reached,
the manifestation of my dreams …
I finally got,
the one that I have always been looking for,
I finally heard,
The words that I was longing to hear,
I finally felt,
That all my dreams came true,
I finally realized,
“That I am deeply in Love!”….

Satisfaction!

I’m a star,
When you are the moon.
There was a sun,
That is brighter than all.
But…………
When i’m with you
I’m so much contented.
So darling…
Why should i care for a brighter sun?

I’m a tear,
When you are a river.
There is the sea,
That is deeper than all.
But………..
When i’m with you
I’m so much contented.
So darling…
Why should i care for a deeper sea?

When i’m with you
I’m so much contented.
All i ever wanted is...
Right here with me………
I don’t want anyone else in my world.
I don’t care about anything else in this world.
When…………
I’m with you!

Distraction!!!

When i first saw your eyes,

I was truly intoxicated.

I thought someday,

I can lie in your eyes,

and be with you always…….

in your glance.

So, I kept on waiting,

waiting for you for a long time.

but now………..now I realize

that,‘‘Everything has a limit!’’

When I first saw your smile,

I was truly inspired.

I thought someday,

I can be with you,

and share your happiness …….

with your sweet sweet smiles.

So , I kept on waiting,

waiting for you for a long time.

but now……….now i realize

that, ‘‘Everything has a limit!”

When I first felt your touch,

I was truly melted by your warmth.

I thought someday,

you will keep me in your heart,

and share your love,

and be with me, always.

So , I kept on waiting,

waiting for that special touch of yours.

but now………now i realize,

that,‘‘Everything has a limit’!’

When I first heard your words,

I was truly amazed.

I thought someday………..,

I can be by your side,

take your hand,

and whisper those magical words.

So , I kept on waiting,

waiting for so long to hear your words.

but now……….now i realize

that,‘‘Everything has a limit!”

Everything has a limit,

I wait no longer for your glance,

I wait no longer for your smiles,

I wait no longer for your touch,

I wait no longer for your words,

I wait no longer for you,

for u r just a miracle,

that kept me enchanted for a long long time...

Contemptment!!!

Golden rays of sunshine;
Serene Zephyr of air;
Glorious silver moon beams;
So much delightful!
But…………………
‘I don’t really care’

Soft and silver snowflakes;
Brightly dazzling stars;
Pink and purple sunsets;
So much glamorous!
But………………….
‘Why should I really care?’

Nothing can quench my mind
Impatiently waiting for you
No beauty in what I see
No beauty in what I feel

Come back to me my beloved
Give me eyes to sight the wonders
Give me a heart to sense the splendor
Give me back the sweetest moments we shared…

Loneliness....

So lonely, so desperate,
the way I am feeling every time.
So strange, so mysterious,
the way things turned out to be.
So painful, so distressing,
the feeling that I’m going through now.
So many feelings that are fighting inside me,
No words to let them out,
or to tell the way Im really feeling…………

Lonely………. So lonely
I’m feeling so bad
No one can heal my broken heart,
or to bring back my happiest moments.

You keep on hurting me endlessly
I feel so defeated sometimes.
It’s a wonder how I became a no one in your world
When she came to your life

You were my everything
You are my every thing
But how could you change so much
My heart is so weak now
When you are not around …………..

I AM LOST, DARLING!

You..... To my world....

Bringing my life such a wonderful meaning;
Filling my heart with endless love;
Giving me joy and warmth and laughter;
You came………..
In to my world!

So much love, so much joy;
So much pleasure and so much meaning,
More than what I used to feel before,
A sweetest thing……
You…..
Brought in to my world!!!....

Desperation!!!

Can’t u see in my eyes,
desperation seeps in,

I need u …………badly.

I need you so much.
You act like I don’t exist,
Yet….. u still means everything to me

and….. to my life...

You are like the sunshine

to my dark dark world…

How can I ever let you go,

and say that I don’t love you anymore?

My life will be empty,

without you……….

without your sweet sweet smiles…

You ignored me ……
But you knew I was there
You walked away from me………..
But you knew I followed.
You came in to my life,
bringing love in to it.
bringing the greatest happiness….
I ever felt.

But now……..

You’ve gone,

leaving only hurt behind.

I’m fading away……….slowly,

painfully, &
so…….. desperately…

I’m fading so much fast.

I hear a voice inside of me,

calling out your name.
It’s barely…………a whisper.

It echoes like a thunder,

in my shattered , broken heart.

How can you not hear it?

You must have heard it.

Without you……….

life has no fun, no love, no beauty.

So, my love………

come back to me,

stay with me forever,

otherwise…………

as I feel today………………………

"My soul will ………die!’’.

Imagination!!!

I looked at the glorious moon through my window;
inspired by its serenity.
I watched the tiny stars above.
How brightly they shine…
reminding me of your sparkling eyes..
You came to mind;
as I was was gazing upon the starry sky.
Took me way back to the time;
when you and I were deeply in love…
Most precious time of my life…..
The sweetest memories that never die nor fade…
Keeping me alive and inspire every moment of my day……….
You were glorious…
like the moon!
You were spectacular…
like a tiny star!
You were calm…
like the night’s serenity!
You were soothing…
like soft cool breeze!
The moon and stars and night,
together with the cool soft breeze,
what a great combination,
to make a wondrous time…..
I thought you and I
too, were so…
Drenched in the endless love..
wrapped in each others arms...
A dark black cloud looming over the horizon .
seeped in between my eyes and the moon,
reminding me of her,
who took you away from me…
The beautiful moon closing in behind the dark black cloud,
reminded me of you, turned to her;
cherished her with all your heart
in an instant of a shooting star...
Erasing every single memory of me,
Forgetting me completely,
so effortlessly...
My tears kept falling everyday;
like endless dew drops from heavens far away..
You were gone away from my life..
So fast... Leaving only tears behind...
But every time I look up at the sky,
I still do… wonder
"Where you are"....
Through my despair I wonder
If ever there'd be,
“A Silver lining of this dark black cloud!”